I have seen so many Christians and people like Spencer Pratt talking about ‘mass psychosis’ from all the women supporting Lindsay Clancy. A notable Christian leader, Marcus Rogers, also got online and made a Youtube video and said that the whole thing is demonic and it’s no excuse for murdering children and just ragging on women supporting her. And I disagree. First of all, I think Marcus Rogers is too busy telling Christians they aren’t holy enough or picking apart people at times and seems to follow the drama and I don’t like that about him. We should be uplifting one another and glorifying God. Sometimes I think he does it for the clickbait. But that’s another story.

Now, if anyone here has read my other articles, you’d see that I said I am Bipolar. And, if I was never living this experience then I could possibly see myself agreeing with some of these other people. But, it’s like losing a child or sibling – unless you experienced it first hand, you have no clue what it is like living with a condition that can turn into psychosis. I just explained in my last blog that I have experienced mania and was so very close to a psyche break that psychosis very well could have happened. Especially with a lack of sleep! I have experienced Post Partum Depression and was put on anti-depressants but they didn’t seem to work for me so I didn’t take them too long. But years later after I was diagnosed with Narcolepsy and my sleep and tiredness got worse, I ended up losing too much sleep at a time and went into full black out mode psychosis. I have heard voices during that time to tell me to kill myself. Lucky for me I was in the four walls of a hospital and nothing happened, and I was terrified the entire time because I was so confused and didn’t know what was going on around me.

I will agree with Marcus Rogers that it very well could be demonic oppression. Obviously it’s not of God. I don’t know Lindsay’s spiritual or religious beliefs. It is possible for someone, I believe, if they are not filled with the Holy Spirit to be possessed by a demon. Yep. I am going there. Otherwise it is oppression. It is very possible when I was in my psychosis that the voice I heard was not from my own brain, but a spiritual demonic oppreser and yes, I whole heartedly believe that.

But, I stand with Lindsay for these reasons: Even if she did do it, there is clear evidence that she asked over and over and over for help from her doctors. They threw big pharma at her (and sometimes that is the answer, but some meds actually make you worse so you have to be sooo careful). I don’t believe she wanted to truly hurt her children. She tried getting admitted into a psych unit with concerns for her health: she was advocating for herself and was discharged two days later.

It’s crazy to me that when I was hacked my little small circle of family and my few friends didn’t believe me so they urged me to get my head checked at the hospital. I went in against my wishes, and was right in the head that evening; yes I was manic in the hospital, but it’s not illegal to be manic and I was illegaly held on a 5150 psychiatric hold against my will. They even put false things in my medical records stating I told people I was suicidal and that never happened along with more things that look terrible on my record that I will publicly blast them for soon. But here was Lindsay, practically begging for help, and she couldn’t get it. Make it make sense!

Usually when you are taken in like that, it’s a minimum of three days but it’s all a game and you have to sign in willingly otherwise they can take you to court and keep you there for a month or longer. I’ve seen someone there for three months before and I just felt like they were jacking the poor girl around. I was too afraid of getting my gun rights taken away from me so I always voluntarily signed in. And Lindsay went to the psych hospital on her own accord and they didn’t even give her three days. For my stays it’s usually been a week- even when I was totally mentally fine and didn’t need to be there. Maybe Lindsay seemed too ‘normal,’ but with her being a nurse you’d think someone else in the healthcare industry would protect one of their own. And that is just the thing. If a patient is telling a medical health professional they are concerned about the lack of sleep, the depression, anxiety, and intrusive thoughts, someone should be taking that seriously! It could have been avoided if she’d gotten the proper care. A lot of times intrusive thoughts are so disturbing that people don’t like discussing them and they can be very unnerving, blasphemous, or just make your brain feel like scrambled eggs.

Now, is she guilty? Only God knows. But Patrick used to date someone that looked exactly like Lindsay and is now married to her. Lindsay said she ‘saw herself doing it.’ Did she see someone that looked like her doing it? I don’t know. I know that she didn’t remember anything and in the hospital she was told what had happened. Is that why she confessed? I still believe these sweet, innocent babies need justice, and if Lindsay is found guilty and needs to be stabilized in a mental institution until she betters herself to go to a jail, then I am not arguing that. But, I heard someone give their account about how Patrick could have been looking for his now wife who was an old girfriend ‘in every woman he met’-you know how they say that, due to missing her. Lindsay just so happened to look almost identical to her, but wasn’t her. Besides, Patrick supposedly has ties to the police and tainted the crime scene; all the cops took his word on the first go, his DNA and another DNA was found on the bands used to strangle the children and Lindsay’s DNA was not found on the bands. On TikTok there was a Bratz Doll Video that was the re-creation of the crime scene and basically they explained that some furniture was moved and with the blood locations it would point to Patrick being more involved than what was originally led on. I also saw that the timeline did not add up, and if she was in psycosis, let’s just say, from a personal experience, you don’t know your ass from a hole in the ground so I don’t think you would be thinking methodically or had pre-planned it. I believe her ex-husband Patrick had a lot more to do with it than what he was letting on. And I saw a conversation saying that Lindsay was a registered nurse and would have thought of a better way to kill herself than trying three methods including putting a belt around her neck, trying to cut her throat, and then jumping out of the window especially without breaking her arms because naturally a human being would put them out trying to break the fall. She also had ground up pills in her stomach and some witnesses said that when they tried to speak to Lindsay that she was completely incoherant and out of it so how would she have enough mental strength to do all of that?

Mental Health needs to be taken so much ,more serioulsy! I will scream this from the rooftops until the day I die. Again, even if she did do it, I don’t even fault her because there is no woman that I have ever heard of that just snaps one day. It was an accumulation of her poor sleep, muliple medication effects as well as side effects from polypharmacy use, and her begging for help and being pushed aside and thrown out by the very systems she herself was affiliated with.

When will these systems take women seriously? It makes no sense to me that men can knowingly cause harm to a child outside of any psychotic episode and get slaps on the wrist, and everyone is calling other women crazy for standing with her? The only thing I did not see was how her mental health is right now and I wonder if she is still experiencing the lack of sleep and depression. I would assume so, and I have never seen anyone on trial for murder actually show emotion and cry in court. I think that Patrick is hiding a lot of information and very well could have taken advantage of the fact that Lindsay was incapacitated-especially if he was seeing his current wife at the time. That would give a motive right there for him.

Yes, I do belive a lot of what is wrong with the world we see today do start as spiritual issues, but I know I am filled with the holy spirit and I have dealt with intrusive thoughts. Just because you get those does not mean they originate from your own mind as there are spiritual influences around us all the time. I think those kinds of intrusive thoughts, on top of anxiety and on top of depression and on top of a lack of sleep is another recipe for disaster.

I personally believe that Lindsay was framed because she was worried about the children’s safety in the care of Patrick. Also, when she woke up in the hospital the first thing she said is she was glad her babies were safe, so she had no recollection of it happening and that is why I think she admitted it, is because she was told she did it. But the evidence isn’t proving that. As a matter of fact, Patrick’s own mother testified for Lindsay’s defense and refused to go to her son’s second wedding. That says A LOT right there. There was also speculation about it being impossible for her body to be 82 degrees and it would have taken hours and not minutes. There is something off about that as well.

But Patrick seems like he is hiding something and if you lie about small things- like him picking up pedialyte and where he sent an e-mail from, then there are holes in the story and I do believe that it is proven beyond a reasonable doubt that she was definitely in a compromised mental health episode. It is a sad situation and even worse that the hospital system didn’t keep her there long enough to get her meds straighened out, get her stabilized and feeling better, and allow her to sleep. That could have been the difference between the life and death of the little angels. I am praying for her and I just empathize with the situation as a whole because I know what it is like dealing with mental health issues, and that right there is why so many women are standing with her.