After my hacking incident in the Summer of 2024, I was feeling really down and kept questioning God. I was asking Him why did all that have to happen to me and what in the world was the pupose? I felt so alone, mishandled, used, exploited, and abused. Left for dead pretty much. I know God was with me because after having thousands upon thousands sets of eyes on me it is only by the true grace of God that I am even alive to tell the story. Thank GOD for divine protection! And, I must have a purpose I have not completed yet.

But on September 23, 2024, I remember writing this in my dream journal that I had a dream I was sitting in the dark all alone on the top of a grassy hill. I looked over to my left and there was a patio and restaurant. I could see the brick exterior, decorative edison lights that lit up the landscape as the entire patio was packed full of people laughing and having a fun time and dressed in their best clothes. Even the waitors were wearing white button down shirts and black ties, and I could see them weaving in and out of crowds holding drink trays. It reminded me of a wedding reception. I remember thinking, ‘Man, I wish I could be a part of something like that.’

All of a sudden the scene moved away and disappeared into the night like it was a stage play between scenes. I was then standing with the Lord. I didn’t see him, but I felt His presence and He was right next to me. I looked up in the night sky and to the right was a big bright white full moon-silent and still in that peaceful night. All of a sudden from the left I could see another big, bright white full moon racing toward the stationary one at a high level of speed. I wasn’t scared, but instead I got excited and slapped my hands on my thighs in anticipation and said “God!”- and I meant it like, ‘what’s happening, God!

The moon coming at a high rate of speed crashed into the still moon and as I stood there with the Lord looking up at it, it all turned into a golden glowing firework heart, and I watched as it shimmered down on me like fairy dust. That was one of the most loving and peaceful dreams I have ever had.

A few days later a guy friend came over and I was telling him about the dream and he said, “You know we have two moons right now, right?”

“No, what do you mean?” I asked. He explained that in the news they called it a ‘second moon’ but it was the asteroid that made it in Earth’s orbit that made headlines. I thought that was even more interesting, but the best part was knowing that God didn’t leave me. He had been there all along. After the chaos that had just ended with the hacking I knew that it was only during that dream that it was silent enough for Him and I to spend time together. It was beautiful and soul touching, and it made me feel like all was not lost, and that I was going to be OK.